Monday, August 14, 2006 1:05 AM

dont scream at me for posting now.
yeah. and dont hav to repeat the idea that its very late already either.
but suddenly i just stumbled into somethings and got totally upset again.
whats wrong? i really dontknw.
i just wish i can just put an ending to all this now

starting it off seemed so easy.
the tinest thing cld trigger my feelings off and upset me totally and completely.
and then trying to put an end to such dreadful and helpless feeling.
its hard to get rid of it regardless how i tried

i feel like crying again already. or maybe. yeah. im crying alreadyy.
this is totally insane.but d before i posted.
i opened my window and started blowing bubbles at 1am.
hello. i think im d first so very crazy person to blow bubbles at 0100 midnite from the 14th storey.
but felicia is so right. blowing bubbles helps abit
calmed me down. but again. just those bubbles it triggered me to think of much more

life's like those bubbles.
they can really be VERY BEAUTIFUL.VERY.
it seemed so sweet and great
but is so freaking FRAGILE

and so no matter how beautiful or better things turned out to be.
it is stil FRAGILE
very fragile.anytime.it might break and fall apart again alreadyy

like those bubbles. maybe. i break as easily as them.
i just got to learn to be stronger.
and yeah.thanks xinyi . yes. thanks for trusting i can be able to stand strong still.

again. like those bubbles. my life can be beautiful.but so what if its so beautiful. its so fragile and breaking--
its useless.no point at all being lidat

i dontknw what to do already
but thanks chris for calming me down anyway