Wednesday, July 12, 2006 1:34 PM

upset.
for some reasons im just feeling real upset and frustrated already.

nvrmind. shall still post.

10JuLY.
main thing that happened was the arrival of the chongqing students (:
we went to LT1 to report at two..then they came..and we were called out ONE BY ONE on stage to meet our BUDDY. then its so embarassing. its like they called me..then i was like Okay. im gng up there infront of everyone else. then i realised that my buddy is a girl about the same height as me, short hair, wearing black..erm.smth lidat. i was like. okay.. and then i gave her the CHUNGCHENGbear..then she gave me this red very chinese style chinese decoration or smth lidat. and then the next thing was that she extended her hands for a hug. i didnt the least expected that okay. and i was like ohmygod. its like suddenly i wondered.what m i suppose to react to.then it was so funny. and so we exchanged a big hugg and its like the teachers were taking pictures and its super embarassing! the pairs infront of me all didnt have such things.haha. sort of scary oman. but i figured that yilan, thats her name is very friendly. (:
then we had assembly and i was slping my way through.hanle had to wake me up. hehs.
oyar. literature was very very funny also. well. mrlee's lessons always had been lidat. acted out ''teenage love'' hehs. gladys and baofang did it. hehes. innitially it was me and jiahe..but in d end. we figured its better for baofang and gladys. and it really IS okay.HAHA.. debi and catherine acted very well. and then yiyang and wuyi tat pair was very funny also. yiyang acted the FEMALE role.and he was struggling to sit crosslegged and more ladylike. and its really very funny. then after that..mr lee ask them catwalk. dont really see what it has to do with literature. LoL. yup. thats about it..then i went home only at 6..stayed in sch till 6 lidat with michelle..

11JuLy.
hanle, happy birthday. sorry.i know its late by the time u read tis. paiseh..
today the first thing i got in the morning was a great big lecture from dad. it sux alot! and spoilt my whole entire day lah. and he is being so UNREASONABLE. look.he allowed me to have free-incoming.and then he disallow me from using my handphone. then i use housephone. within minutes, he insists that he needs to use it also. and its like. whats the prob? and so ppl.. do call my house phone after seven. my dad comes home at seven so i shall just use the housephone to show it to him that i aint using my hp. finefine.
and then once dad dropped me off in school in the morning. i was like crying already. its like. he scolded me right in the morning real badly. went out to class. and i had to climb all the way to the FOURTH storey when im so used to the third already. i was like feeling real real awful okay. and so jianfeng. sorry lehs. acutally the night before i promised to come sch early and tidy the classfund and sort stuff out one..in the end i did come EARLY but disappeared to the toilet once i reach sch. sorry. then after that. i was stuck at the corridor. and then zhujun came out to talk. thanks alot zhujun really appreciate it. then both me and zhujun went down and walked round the lake already. morning lake walk. yup. did feel at least better. so thanks alot zhujun for listennning and walking the lake with me.and also being there during freeperiod to accompany me.yup.really m glad..thankya <3
then after flagg.went to meet yilan. were talking while we walked up. and then the horrifying news i realised was that pupils in chongqing are really very pathetic. they have lessons in the morning right after breakfast..they have FIVE periods of lessons, then its LUNCH then they have THREE periods of lessons. then DINNER.then FOUR periods again before they can return to hostel at TENplus to sleep. and so they all live in hostel 5days a week. and have lessons all day! omg. then english. me and yilan were talking and talking . vincent low lesson..no one was really listenning. neither was i. and then he FAILED MY PERSUASIVE ESSAY. failed me by ONE mark. really so nice of him. but i rewrote it and m so gng submit it again. i hope he PASS me tis time. .. then chinese. got tingxie. i was copying yilan's answer for a third of them. then that chongqing guy, yiyan partner..jiaojian..super daring. he passed his excersise book to yilan and ask her write down the word for him. lidat also can.LoL. then that jiaojian. kip taking pictures of me and yilan also. and even vincent low and yan also he kip taking pictures lah. LoL.
then recess. yilan want eat sushi. yup then they didnt have sin $ so i treat her (: then we walked around the sch .. then lidat..then after tat lessons..mostly me and yilan talking lah.hehes.
and then finally last lesson of the day already. it was a outside curriculum lesson. sort of like ANCIENT maths.LOL.maths taught in chinese. i didnt understand a single bit and my dear yilan ended up doing the explanations.hehs. (: haha. but half the lesson i was sms-ing! haha. sms-ing baofang and linli and a seniior
after sch went out to day and night then walked back to chungcheng again.lol. haha. shannon was telling us that flagraising over already and that y we heading back sch. then its like he answered we are in AFTERNOON SESSION. lol.yup. walked back and then i went to concourse to do my english essay already. stayed in school till 5plus lidat.thats about it ..

yup.thats my day.lol. the only things i did today was completing all hwk before coming home, practising my piano the 3 exam pieces and even scales contrary and in 3rd and in 6th scales. and filing my historyfile.nothing much already. and ofcourse talking on the phone! hehs (:

always those phonecalls we made made me feel better.
<3-ing>

anyway.to the person i went to day and night with.hope you are feeling better already!

im not withdrawing from ABRSM gradeSEVEN PIANO EXAM two-oh-oh-six.
thanks to amanda,chris,yujun,hanle and everyone else who encouraged me to continue. im gng continue and try my luck.
tis time. im giving a 100% answer.

i promised to sleep at 11.28pm. weird timing right. i know..hahas. thanks to chris.