Thursday, July 27, 2006 12:20 AM

this is my third freaking post for today and im crying uncontrollably now.
AGAIN.
dad just came in. and said more stuff which made me worst. and i slammed the door off at him. i felt bad. but what else can i do? and then i figured i didnt mean it at all .. i didnt mean to be rude at him. i mean. hullo he is my dad after all lah. but he dont understand and i just want to be alone now. i hate to let my parents see me cry. thats the greatest fact. and so i shudd myself up straight to be alone.
and now after dad 'pestered' me outside..its my mum's turn now.
whats the problem?

maybe i meant it/

what m i talking about i dont know either.

i just feel like going to the beach with you once more and scream it all out.
ifeel terrible now. yet the ppl whom i always can talk to are all fast aslp.

im dead. real dead for friday's test. m just gonna go flunk it AGAIN once more like the way i flopped my previous maths test. i got a 1/10 can!
i think im getting a 10/100 on friday.