Wednesday, July 26, 2006 11:57 PM

shouldnt i be studying for my tingxie now?

ergh

i just shut down my labtop and then i chatted on the phone with him and then now here i m posting again and switching on my com AGAIN.

why and what on earth m i doing lah?

i really dontknow.

a minute ago. i was still laughing and happily on the phone. but yet the next minute, here i am feeling totally miserable and stressed up again.

tml. PFT 2.4km and also HCL tingxie.
friday. HCL common test

i dont like my kinda tests filled life u know. really dont like. yet i aint given a chance to like it not.

i feel very very tired now. and really wanna sleep. but yet. i still cant get the tingxie words RIGHT.

i feel lost. hav i like lost my concentration AGAIN. and what m i doing?

i feel stressed up. tml will be home LATE again and i haven studies my hcl test. and hullo its COMMON TEST can.

and the COMMON TESTS ARE IMPT TO ME NOW. depending on how BADLY i did for my midyears which was a total great great fall and drop from last year.. the common test makes up my CA2 and tats exactly the component i need now to pull my grades. get it? and im still so gng like flunk it completely.

im really tired now.

but yet im still forcing myself to JIAYOU. n then i cant take tis anymore.

SURROUNDED AND GROUNDED AND FORCE-ED . what more? im really tired now. and she was right. im tired physically and emotionally now.

piano on friday. both teachers are gng kill me. i haven been practising yet and the exam is in sept and its gng be august soon.

- - - - - - HAIS.sighsighsigh