Sunday, July 30, 2006 9:46 PM

my mood is like flopping again. okay nvrmind. i just aint in d mood.
forget it.
hais

i just read shumei blogg. and realise that she mentioned about my feelings there.
i just want to say. thankyou alot shumei for the lil notes u left there.
yes. i know im thinking alot. but i cant help it either.
sometimes. thoughts just come naturally for one to think about. and many things. i felt they are far too complicated for me to even acccept..

hais. okay i really dont feel like blogging much.


its really confusing.
i feel so much like crying all out.
yet i couldnt.

the way life is
sometimes. i couldnt accpect it really.
but again.
i aint given a choice

it really hurt me alot to actually doubt you
esp since now
im trying myself to imagine nth had happend and nth was heard.
yet it lingers my mind a bit

i trust believe and still love you for who you are
but dont get why u hid things from me
i dont dare ask nor tell you really.
but i want you to know since i know you are reading tis post
that just please tell me everything. i know u told me a whole very lot already
and i really appreciate that
but the other parts...
you can trust me cant you?
y didnt u tell me about those?
i dont blame you for not telling
i mean. well. i hid a pretty much stuff from you sometimes.
but it was just my feelings for the day.

i just want to know about it.
that past..
even if it aint very positive
my feelings wont change.
i swear. cause i love you too
and telling me all those
really wont affect my feelings