Monday, July 31, 2006 6:22 PM

im tired

tml got CSP;ACC test.
after school there is HCL ORAL exam. and im NOT VERY GOOD AT ORAL.
hais.

school life is like getting so stressful. we are having so many tests!
i knw i knw. u SEC4s out there probably are having and more stressed then us. but yeah. i admit now. i dontknow how to manage my stress well fine.

many things had been hiden for some time. maybe. its more than school work.

im just glad anyway that u stayed up last night and we talked till 2plus. just wanna say. thankyou for listenning and at least trying to understnd how i feel and comforting me..
and making me laugh and smile when i cried.
i do feel better after telling you everything now. its been kept inside me for very long. and really. the feeling isnt nice at all. at least one more now abt it and at least i feel better. thanks alot for listenning even to the worst part (:

and now. i gtg and study already.
and i realised how much the difference there is when i really put in effort.
i didnt fail my hcl test! (:
i did pretty much well and im glad i did so ofcourse.
yes yes. i guess putting in more effort is what that makes alot of difference
and im gng continue to work harder.
this semester shall pull my midyear put no matter what
hahs
some how i got inspired and encouraged by this time chinese result..

deep down. many unknown secrets were suffocating me. i just didnt show it.


and yujun. im so sorry for last night.
just want you to know that regardless of whatever sometimes i didnt tell yu. yu are still my very closest cousin and kor always and i appreciate whatever you did