Sunday, July 16, 2006 2:52 AM

firstly i wanna reply everyone who tagged me (:
TAG REPLIES.

ZOEY welcome back zoey. finally u tagged me again.long time since u did so already.thanks alot yea. haha. i nearly wanted to post it but i predicted you will kill me for that! haha. okay. thanks alot. hope you did well also. zoey i did put up a smile for my buddy YILAN and YOU also.

CHRIS you are welcome always. and i thought i shld be the one thanking you. somehow its opposite you know. l0l.

QIANNI i linked you already.u're welcome. thanks for being there also.

SUNTHAI u really acted very very well that day. it was a great performance. and dont blame yourself because i blame myself.if not i will blame myself again for making you blame yourslef!! l0l.hahas. and we did really our best and really i did spent many nice afternoon rehersing with you and tony and the other eds ppl during rehersals regardless of other stuff.

YURONG hehs. you are lala-ing.okay.and u know already..yup. my taggboard is nicer right? so tagg me more okay.thanks(:

TONY hey.haha. u ended up 'scolding' sunthai.hahas. okay.it aint our fault. just the judges cant seem to feel that what we did we good. and we did all try our best already..yup.its definately not your fault nor sunthai fault okay. yea we still got TEN DOLLARS after deducting the 90bucks busfare ..
and yup. sorry.i deleted your last tag..paiseh. told you d reason le..the reason is acceptable right??

and then for TONY and SUNTHAI. thanks for comforting in one way or another. (: really DID comfort me okay. sunthai did too also lah tony.hahax. but really thanks alot for being so NICE seniors.

okay. thats all for tagreplies..
eds took tis pic at foyer after reaching sch from the musical

i just wanna say. to tony and sunthai. i really will treasure EDS now kie. will continue to jiayou there. and thanks alot for being there always. [cdc ppl. dont try pulling me away now. wont work already haha]

today i woke up late. at about ten plus. haha. but i still ended up with a miss call. lol. then i was eating my breakfast and chatting on the phone again (:

after tat got PIANO. im working real HARD. and have to and have very much to PASS MY GRADE SEVEN. i want a merit at least..but again. i'd be contented as long as i pass.
then got tuition. the whole 2hours i was drawing GRAPHS.errgh. haishais.
and i was re-drawing and re-drawing. just to think of it. we are only at linear graph.still hav to hav to complete curved ones in time to come. awwman.

afternoon was bad yea. mum scolded me very badly. she scolded me for sort of like changing for the worst..
i really felt terrible about that and all that. ended up sms-ing and all that. was searching for ppl to talk to..
erm. yea. thanks alot sc for being there on the phone when i most needed for someone to listen to..and telling me so much yea.
and also to tony..for just now online that time for offerring to listen..
and yea. overall. what mum said today really gave more then a penny for my thoughts. cant believe she said all this about me. hais.im feeling bad abt it..
and then i went around asking ppl who i changed and all that. d most shocking thing is that yiyang actually told jianfeng that i changed to be very much more rebelious. well sort of? i cant believe yiyang actually said so much about me changing lidat. yeah. i guess. maybe there are sitll many ppl talking about tis behind my back just that i dontknow. fine!

dont feel like talking about tis whole issue anymore.
infact. tis two days have been disappointing. ergh. and im still disappointed with our compeition results.hais. and im still owell. hais. just lidat. thats life.

learn to accept it?
yeah. i will.

okay.its sort of getting late. shall stop posting.
continue again tml..im tired.not feeling very well today.


" Don't wallow in misery, search for happiness and pull urself to it "
--and then i shant look or visit bad memories again ...a new start evert day..
reminise bout the past, improve and change the future result, fill our mind with beautiful memories that overshadow the bad ones, bring ppl to life in our memories, form new trust bonds...
--TONY (:

i'd continue to cry my hearts out cause i really felt bad but again i promise i shall be brave. shall walk thru it all. isiz possible i dontknow. but i do know there are ppl for me always and i have torches to guide me out.

yea. just cry it all out and i might feel better? bottling dont work for me.
[[yipeng.hope you will FEEL better okay. im glad i made you smile and laugh.dont think too much le. see. my mum scolded me too lah. cheerup (: and smile again. it really felt bad when u told me so much online abt what happened to you and all that. cheerup kie]]]

i miss the days we once shared. the days we were so close so great friends. does that friendship still exist? i dontknow


YUJUN owes me a treat. no. is TWO treats out okay. the whole world is my witness now. (:
haha.im waiting! l0l. thanks alot my cousin cum gor. for being there always too.